🜃 Psalm 109 & The Sacred Pause:

Why Calling Back Your Power Isn’t Vengeance—It’s Alignment

By Yogic Cowgirl | April 22, 2025

Wickenburg, AZ

There’s a verse in the Bible most churches don’t want to touch.Psalm 109.Some call it a curse. Others call it too harsh.I call it truth medicine for the soul in exile.

Because sometimes, the most spiritual thing you can do isn’t forgive and forget.Sometimes it’s calling your power all the way back. Sometimes it’s drawing a line in the dust and saying: “No more.”

Psalm 109 is David at his rawest.He’s not sugarcoating his pain.He’s asking the Divine for justice, not platitudes.And that’s why I love it.

“Let their curses bounce back as blessings.”

If you’ve ever had lies spoken over your life,If you’ve ever been betrayed by people who claimed to love you,If you’ve ever felt like you were screaming truth into a void—This Psalm is for you.

It’s not about revenge.It’s about returning to sender.About letting karma handle what your nervous system can’t carry anymore.About letting the truth speak louder than the harm.

And still… we pause.

Lately, I’ve been sitting in a sacred pause.Not by choice, but by divine orchestration.

I had plans. I had vision. I had hope.And then life cracked open in unexpected ways—With my father’s case, with betrayals, with deep soul sadness that knocked me breathless.

And for a moment, I thought I was off track.But I wasn’t.

I was being hollowed.For something more honest.For something more sacred.For something that can’t be built in a rush.

The Spell & The Silence

So today, I created a spell card for Psalm 109—not to curse, but to clear.To reclaim sacred boundaries.To remind myself—and you—that we don’t always need to be “light and love.”Sometimes we need to be fire and protection.

And I created an altar card for the woman in sacred pause.Because not all growth looks like blooming.Sometimes it looks like grieving, shedding, sleeping, waiting.

What I want you to know, cowgirl…

You are not off track.You are not being punished.You are in sacred pause.

Let the pause recalibrate you.

Let Psalm 109 shield you.Let your boundaries become your spellwork. Let your sadness be your sacred rite of passage.

✨ No weapon formed against you shall prosper.

✨ And what is meant for you cannot miss you.

✨ So it is.